我真的很想他

现在已经是深夜4点了
我睡不着
明天考ACC
我只能说 我死定了



我没有心读书
我一直在想他


今天好辛苦才抽出一个小时和他见面
真的很不舍得


明天我不能送他机了
怪自己吧
lesen 过期了两个月现在才发现
原本还以为可以瞒天过海
结果被爸爸 骂到狗血淋头。



心情好低落
哭了 终于
我真的失败透了



我真的好想好想送他机
真的 好想。
我要怪这个烂臭考试 毁了一切。



真的很感谢 苓和仪
竟然愿意为了我四点多爬起床
真的 其实心里很感动


苓还没读完 都愿意这样陪我
不然那些时间她都可以用来醒来读书。



谢谢你们啦
有你们陪伴的这一天 比较好过


如果在家
我早就不懂怎么办了
要哭不能哭 什么都烦。



4个小时后
他就在遥远的中国了


4个小时后
我的电话就要等明年才能响起出现他的名字了

我现在好想见到他
抱着他 告诉他 我想他 叫他不要走。



啊



我真希望我现在能睡着
我真希望明天我能考试拉 :（　

好ｓａｄ　


眼泪流不停
在我旁边睡觉的苓突然醒来　

好尴尬，



我很不舍得你。　！！

The day at YL's House : )

It's midnight now !!

I'm so tired and sleepy,

But i still feel like want to blogging.

I WANT TO Blog about my feeling !!

Huh,

As Friday my family need back to hometown-KEDAH

for visit my mum's sister :(

She's Sick badly now. Haiz.!!

But i'm not follow them,

cause i need to prepare my Final Exam.

I had not enough time : (

This shud blaim myself too relax before!!

IDK why i still can gathering or go PM on the 1 week before final exam.

So now i get the punishment !!! :(

SHIT !!

Therefor,

I stay at my beloved YL's house : )

hmm!!

We study together,eat together !!

Seem like have a healthy life.

hahaha, coz today i woke up at 830 am !!!

If u're my close friend,

u know it's impossible to happen on me !!

Except study day : )

Have a nice MC'D BREAKFAST !!

Have a nice Chicken Rice LUNCH !!

Thanks YL's dad and Mum treat me ~

Both of us are so suffer in our study mood !

I study 4 hours then take a nap for 1 hour :(

You can imagine my speed right ?! SLOW like TORTISE !!

I tot i'm finish revision for MKT,

now when i review back my MKT ! I Seem like haven't study before!

Arghh!!!

I couldn't meet my dear today as the stupid final !!

wuwuwuu,,

I wish i could meet him tomorow, maybe 1 hour ??

PLEASE! It's the last day in this year that i can meet him.

The next time i need wait for next year ! HOW PITY !!

Monday will have ACC exam. :(

CHEER !!

Tomorow will be the day fight for ACC !!

I will sent my dear on the airport

Thanks YL and Sook Yee Acc me.

Coz its need wake up on 5 am i think. :(

His flight on 8am :)

Especially YL,She still need face the ACC exam on noon.

TQVM!!

And also Hannah Liew always care abt me :)

jiajia chen i knew u love me too ~ muaks V~

Thanks all of MY DEAR BLOSSOM !

I'm still fight for MKT now !!

And i will stay at YL house for 2 days more.

hahaha,although my mum already reached home~

Tat all !

I Would like to shout out loud !

I WAN SLEEP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

* IDK why i can't space. ><

No mood to edit it ~

good night peeps ~

Ehmmm : (

Erhmm : (

I knew i'm very ''skinny'' !!!

Yukss!! How can i gain my weight ??!!!

Actually its really ugly lo !!!

I'm serious ~

See!!

Recently i always having supper !!

MY RECORD : )

1 Roti Telur

1 Maggi Goreng

1 Roti Tisu

1 Milo Ais

1 Teh Oh Ais Limau

hahaha. It's midnight !!

btw ,nothing change in my weight.

I found a very nice Ramly Burger nearby my house.

hahaha.

I started used to eat the burger every night.

Sound like crazy ? But it's really delicous.

Make me always miss the taste. :)

Huh,!!

Final Exam is around the corner.

But this time,

Not as stress as last mid term exam.

IDK why @@

Final should be more stressful right ?

LAZY LAZY !!

But i still will open my books,electronic dictonary and my lappie :)

Hmmp !!

I LOVE GOOGLE TRANSLATE !!

hahaha: )

If not ..... I Died !!

I'm not studying in my room in this final exam.

Therefor, i always watching Tv more than Study = =

But the MKT really boring like hell.

If you always can't fall asleep,

I can borrow you,

Sure it's will help you to have a sweet dream : )

Messy Messy !!

Living room become Messy !!

hahhaa:)

Actually its 1 of the tactic to use action show my dad and mum

that i've study '' HARD '' !!

hehhee, so maybe i'll get some rewards from them.

EVIL SMILE ~

Today was the last day for this sem lo .!!

Time passed so fast arghh !

I Wish i can complete my SEM 1 Laaa :)

PRAY HARD.

Good news.!

Will meet my dear tomorow night !!!!

hahahaa,

Going to Connaught PM with him.

Last time for this year : (

We promised each other ,

Eat all the things we want to eat and have fun !!

Although the PM is so hot and peak ,

But we will enjoy ourself.

!!!

btw,

Good luck to all my friend who facing Final Exam.

Let Work Hard together lo.

yeah ^V^

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY :)

Happy 1 Year Anniversary :) !!

For you and me ! ♥

We've been together for 365 days.

Nothing Much to said,

The only words can express my feeling.

It's I LOVE YOU,I REALLY DO ! ♥

Although It's a very simple celebration,

But No doubt,Its really meaningful.

I knew i will always remember these scene after u leave me.

Its simple ,but when u leave me,

All of these become precious moment !!!

Sorry,

I can't force myself act like nothing happened.

1 weeks to go ,

I will continue my life without you.

I knew its fact !

But i think i will accept it on the day u leave me. : (

I hate final exam coming on this moment,

I can't even concentrate on my studies.

Cause i wish to catch up every moment that can spent with you.

But FAILED !!

Today will be the last day we spent together.

The next day i meet you,

Will be at Airport :(

Cruel !!!!! Damn Cruel you know !!!

I HATE THIS FINAL EXAM DEEPLY !!!

This suppose is a sweet post ,

Don't know why i make it become a sad post !!

All of this really from my bottom heart.

I can feel my sadness,

when the last moment we meet ,

when the moment you sent me back home ,

when i giving u the last goodbye kiss,

when i close the car door,

when i say goodbye to you.

My brain non stop remind me

This will be the last chance we meet . :(

My tears almost drop in front of you.

I proud of myself cause i can stand ,

I don't allowed my tears drop in front of you.

Sure because of i can't let my mum and dad saw my dumb dumb face with tears.

Now,

I type this post with tears.!!

I recieved his sms after he reached home.

It's make my tears drop non stop.

How sweet and how touch is it !!!

Sorry dear,

I'm a failure Gf but u're the Success Bf.

Thanks for being with me for this 365 days.

Thanks you !!!!!

Thousand times of Thanks you !!! ♥

The decision i made on 821 was the best decision i made !!

I feel fortunately ,

I didn't give up the chance being with you.

I choosed to be with you but not him : )

Luckily,

I didn't made the worst decision.

Now, both of us were blissful . : )

Yeap!!

Its the most right decision.

You're the person i want.

I'm satisfied ! Seriously !!!

It's time to concentrate on my final exam.

I will try my best ,

You're supporting me right ?

I Knew wat should i present for you .

Its my final exam's result !!! :)

Its will be a motivation for me.

I wont made u dissapointed.

Its will be the best present.

my lovely dear. right ?

This is the only thing i can did for you.

Thanks for your 1 year Anniversary Present.

POLO HAUS SHIRT.

I Love it very much. : )

It's couple POLO Shirt.

Me and him own a same 1 .

It's really expensive , you willing to spent it for me

and rather to live frugally.

I knew its hard to get it,

you get it with work hard ,save money. : )

I will treasure it very much ,its not only a shirt.

It's represent the moment we together for 1 years.

Last but not least ,

I really '' bu she de '' you .

I will kept my tears until the day u left me !

Please promised me take care urself on China.

I supporting you on the another side,

I believe in you, u can achieve your aim.

This post is only for you ♥

:)

821
这天好累好累哦:（
可是不能放飞机啦 我很想念我的宝贝们


惟有是上完课后就去找她们咯:)
终于见到了哦．
My babe Jane and YuQiu :)



走街　走街
只能说我们３个今天都好累
哈哈哈　　　
所以感觉没什么收获哦　＝［



终于收到请帖了　
马六甲　　　我来咯
期待啊



我说
最喜欢和她们聊天了
好多道理可是 却很实际 。



之后不懂要等几时我们3个才能聚了
我希望我宝贝JANE新婚愉快：）

曾经拥有的感觉是不容易被抹杀的。

MY BELOVED :)



Next，
与花朵的台湾旅游行取消了
好啦 我真的是挺失望的哦:(
因为之前希望太大了哦


好吧
反正这一定是我们５位一起实现的一个目标
Air Asia Low fare Ticket　常常有。　


说得对
我们去过最远的就云顶而已
那么快就台湾跳太快了　　　哈哈哈　：）


还是谢谢我爸爸　麻麻答应让我去啦
蛮惊讶的哦：）



Final Exam 真的要来了啊
没有上一次的拼劲
除了懒 还有我不想面对那恐怖的生活


不敢睡觉 不敢上网
那里都不敢去
连喝杯茶都可能觉得自己罪孽深重:（
什么都不敢
担心浪费了一秒 考试就会 肥佬



好烦啊:（


我诚心祷告不会retake任何一科。　　　　　　　　　　　



说说我和ＹＬ努力出来的成果
ECO Assignment.
我们得了　13.60/20
我们的第一个Assignment分数　



没有很好
可是每一分都很难得到啊＝［　　
继续努力吧　　


其实很满意了。　　　　　　　　　　



终于决定咯
一家人之旅　＝］

广州　之后在香港　转机。　
耶!!


我很期待　因为很难得。

You're my Only Love. : )

Huh,
Recently my body damn weak !!!
I had sick on Friday : (
So Suddenly !!!



Therefore,
I'm be the FFK person.
yiewww, i can't meet my beloved Jane and YUQIU.
I'm sorry,seriously !
Sorry Jane, i made you dissapointed. = [
I really wish to meet you two laa.

Thanks 2 of you appear in my life :)

SORRY !

Hmm,
While i sick , luckily ,
I had a super mummy and super boyfren.

SUPER!! Hehehehe,
They take care me very well.
My Boyfren came my house and take care me.
I knew he's Quite boring, cause I'm sleeping all the time.



He non stop ask me drink water, give me eat medicine on time.
Huh, I'm soooo touchh !!!
So all of you knew why i can't live without him ??
I don't know how to take care myself.
He always beside me without any grumble.



But everytime he sick ,
I did nothing to him.
YUP!! I'm a failure GF!!! : (

I recovered in short time : )
hehehe. I HATE SICK laaa. : (



Today,
I acc him went to LOW YAT PLAZA bought Lappie.
yuhooo,,Quite hoi summ :)



We Bargain and research together,
and i choose ASUS for him.
Nice Lappie and Nice SPec : )



Hehehe, Its same with my dad's new lappie
hahaha.!! Couple lappie ??
My dad seem like not rather to exchange with me leh.



I'm proud with him :)
He bought it by himself !!
He earn and save money for all of his stuff : )



I can't found 1 things that is not bought by himself.
He did'nt even ask his parent sponsor him except his school fee la.
** And his car laa :)
PETROL all of the expenses paid by himself = ]
I admire his perseverance very much.

Until now
I really can't found a person same like him.
Seriously!!

YOU ARE MY ONLY LOVE !!!
No one can replace you,
You're prefect enough in my heart.



No matter how,
I will try my best for waiting you come back.


Let work hard for our future. " )



15 Days .

I'm ''bu she de'' YUQIU and YUNJIE also !!
Sorry gals,I had final exam on the day u all fly.
haiz, Please don't forget our memories and friendship.
Promise okay ??

I love you :)

Especially YUQIU,
Hope u knew u had a important place in my heart.
I knew i wont found someone who can replaced you anymore.
Wish ur dream come true, and i knew you can did it. !!
I'm waiting for you :) Your book = ] Got it ??


Ur smile ,Ur Innocence , etc.....
You're are the person who good friend with me since Form 1 !!
And we in the same class for 6 years !!!
The first day of school,
We take LRT together , become 卫生股长 = ]
Sport day, You pass the rod for me , the expression i can't forget until now.
We Hug together after we knew we did it .!!
All of these i still remember.

I still remember the day i cried on ur shoulder and you cried together with me
Don't you ?

Thanks for your accompanied.
You always beside me when i get hurt ,espcially when i get hurt in LOVE.
Now, i wanna told you !!
I'm blissful , you no need worried about me.
I found the person who i need .


Take care. :)
All of these words from my bottom heart.

希望我爱的人健康 个性很善良　

大大手掌能包容我小小的倔强

P/S :


1. My HP MINI have new clothes jor luuu :) hehehe.
Welcome my HP MINI laa :) Thanks TM NET UNICOOL PACK = ]


2. I recieved the prize laa :) So nicee laa: )
My BF blur blur de ,hope my skin will leng leng after using it la.
Thanks I FEEL : )

3. Taiwan !! I'm coming next year !! My mum say YES !!

Wish my dad allowed. : ) YUHOOO : )

Hmm : (

Cough Cough Cough !!!
Sneezing Sneezing Sneezing !!!
Non-Stop : (


Help miiii : (
A lot of '' wan tan'' on my table now .
Huh.



I'm BLUR QUEEN !!
YTD i just realize today is the due date
For collect the prizes i won Before .




Luckily, I still remember .
Thanks my lovely dear, hehe.
He fetch me get it on YTD !
Aiyoo, but I'm quite stupiak , i tot its close on 4pm.
Actually its 5pm, aiyooo. : (
When he fetched me already 330pm ,We thought can't get it already.



So stupid right ??!!!
Waste his time. >< Sorry : )

Hehhe, but after that we had a nice date and having dinner at his house : )

I LOVE YOU DEAR !!!

Today he help me to get it = ]

Thankieww dearest. hehehehhe : )

It's Demologica Body Buffing Set Worth RM 377 !

I won it because of the IFEEL magazine luuu : )

I haven saw the real prize,

but he said its not so nice werr.

Make me felt dissapointed timm.

Nevermind luu : (

F.O.C maaa.

Actually i wish to Get this !

DKNY Perfume : (

I'm not lucky enough laa.

Hmm, Let share my ONLY thing that get on Tuesday: )

STAGE Standing Ovation Mascara .

Promotion now !! STAGE Storewide 50 % : )

hehehe,The mascara suppose is 5o bucks, but now it's only 25 buck. yeah !

I Not sure is it nice to use. But It's worth laa: )

hehehe.

MEGA SALES??!!

hmm, I don't think its really sales now.

Those stuff not really in low prices and not so nice. : (

Tomorow no class !!

Shopping with my beloved YUQIU and JANE !

Long time no see jor luu. : )

Will get Jane's wedding invitation card on tomorow laa.

I Wanna chat with them.
Sure JANE can comfort me very well. : )

I wish i can get some new stuff on tomorow too. =]

MATTA FAIR coming.

Dad was non-stop asking us where to travel.

I made a suggestion - SHANGHAI then transfer at Hong KONG. = ]

Actually I dislike go to CHINA : (

As some reason laa, But my mum wish to go SHANGHAI : (

Hmmm,anythings laa.

Final exam coming luuu :)

My mid term result , not bad : )

I'm satisfied with it, but i think i can do better.

gayao laaa.

17 days to go : (

Urghh :(

Urghh : (
I'm tried my best to gain my weight.
But its failed !!!

I wish i can gain my weight too : (
But wat can i do ??


Haiz.
Finally my dad and mum take action.
Urghh!!! I HATE IT !!!

They bought me ENSURE MILK POWDER. It not main for gain weight, but for get more nutrition. VANILA FLAVOUR somemore!!!
I Tried my best to reject them : ( FAILED tooo !!!


I knew i must couldn't finished it. I'm sure : (
Waste money.
I bought Appeton gain weight milk powder before.
It's CHOCOLATE flavor i also couldn't finish.

I HATE VANILA !! I HATE MILK !!



Aiyooo, help me. : (
Every night Every morning.
At least i need to drink a cup of this suck milk !!
wuwuwuwuwu : (



I knew there are good for me,
but i really didn't mean to waste my parent's money.
Bless me ! Wish i will achieve the miracle, finished it .


When my weight can achive 50 KG ??

Deng Deng Deng Deng,

I heard that AIR ASIA'S salary will bank in on tomorow !!

YEAH !!!!

Thanks god , I thought the 450 bucks fly away from me already.

SHOPPING !!
hehehe, today after school,
Me and YL did a simple shopping at Maluri Jusco.
I found the flats i want ,!! It's 50 % . = ]
At VINCCI !


I can't get it on SG WANG ,KLCC VINCCI.
But JUSCO VINCCI GOT!
So many color and size can choose.
hahaha, = ]


After that,
when i reached home,
i show my sis and mum the shoes.
haha, They in love with it ! It's so worth.



So asked me fetch them to get it.
Crazy right ??!! hahaha.
Now, my house have 2 same design but in different colors shoes. : )



Cut my fringe jor luu : (
Quite dai bi lo . Aduhh. !!!



Tomorow going to shopping at MV with YL and JIAJIA after school :)
After that going to get my teeth's X-RAY from the dentist. : )


I will turn myself to STUDY MODE ASAP.
Please Give me some time. Thanks youu : )

22 days.

Finally,
we had submitted the ECO Assignment. :）
say yeahh !!!


We done before 1 day of the due date : (
because of this assignment.
We skip class for many times.
We slept on 1am for almost 1 weeks.

Really feeling suffer with it !!! : (

Finally,IDK how to describe the feel.
Memorable moment. when we TURN IT IN . : )
Requirement of lecture was below than 10 %
we put so much effort on it !!!
If higher than 10 % , i think we no need slept already.


Suddenly,we saw the replied !!
It's 6% !!!! hahahaha,
Both of us HIGH 5 !! And say YES !!
Although TURN IT IN result doesn't mean anything,
TURN IT IN 0% Not represented that the assignment can get high marks
but at least we no need annoyed about it anymore. : )


yeah :)
BEST PARTNER !!
YL and SHERMINE.
I think i will remember these moment forever
hehehe : ) Would you ??

Last Friday and Saturday : ) I spent my holiday with my dearest !!! : ) This is wat can i do now. Try my best spent all my free time with him. left 22 days. I non stop asking myself. Why i need to face this distance challenge ?? Why ? Why its happened when i found my true love.
Who treat me like i'm everything of him
Don't you think its so cruel ??!



But anyway,
Its fact that i still havent accept.



The day he left , its the first day of my final exam.
Fortunately, my paper start on 1230pm.
His flight on 8 am.



After he left me,
i need to face my final exam
Lucky ?!! Abit . at least i could sent him.



All i wan to say .
Its so cruel !!! ........ I wish i can did well in my final exam.
without you .




I need your support all the time.
you know ??




You acc me face my mid term ,
when i'm feeling hungry while doing my assignment,
you rather to bought me supper . Its midnight.
You stay at sunway u know ??
How do i live without you ??


22 days .
U ask me don't cry,
but i swear i will !!!



No doubt !
I'm blissful , finally i meet someone who love me so much.
He's not wonderful ,but he try his best to treat me good.


dear, i love you : )

:(

Using my dad's lappie now.

my lappie screen suck !!! ><

I had no time bring it to HP's Office to repair.

hehe,

i had a bad idea.

wish can used my old lappie change with dad's new lappie.

wuhooo :)

WISH ! = ]

Recently really so pity nehhh,

aiyoooo,

ECO assignment is so hard to complete.

Must presented with evidence ,no opinion.

Wake up early in the morning,

continue our assignments at school . ><

Our class suppose on 12pm laaa : (

yup!

the main topic i wanna said.

Finally i had meet the dentist.

I'm wearing braces soon.

But it's cost my dad almost 7k .

Cause it is SPECIALIST , I had no choice.

My teeth problem is quite serious.

haiz.

i feel like it is expensive than plastic surgery ><

I'm Quite annoyed with the prices arh.

Although i knew my dad will said its ok, nevermind.

I think its worth right ??

aiyoooo.

I paid 420 bucks for the consultant fee, bla bla blaaa.

only 20 minutes i spent 420 bucks.!!!

yorrr.

SORRY DAD.

huh,

just come back from QUAN CAFE with YL.

YEAH.!!

No matter how,

we will complete it today !　　　　　　　　

yeahh, 2 panda will appear in HELP on tomorow. : )

I miss my dear very muchhhhhhhh. :(

I wan ur hug !!!!

Assignment ,i will say goodbye to you soon ! blerrrr.

不好不好

我说我以前肥过的啦

哟 好想念这个时候哦

哈哈哈哈哈

做么越大越样衰的><

真的好想肥个10公斤

现在我真的好丑呢

我要努力 努力 变 美女。

咦

循中运动会哦

超级想念啦 运动会好多回忆叻

很想念 那个哔哔声 和 召集声 。

很想念在跑道奔跑的时候咯

尤其是高一 高二的时候

接力赛 为了我们的目标

奋力地向前跑 最后达成目标抱在一起的时刻。

我依然为我们曾经破纪录感到光荣哦。

真的 得来不易。

不知道我们的记录会不会在今年被打破叻?

人事已非

没有运动会了咯

剩下Assignments...

闲

又是留在学校到夜夜

回到家睡几个小时

又滚去yl 家

到深夜 1点多。

不断重复

拜4快来吧

纯粹要把最后一个assignments完成 = [

我真的很想念 运动会哦。

Bad mode :(

I'm really in bad mode recently.
not bad mood ,its bad mode :(


Tones of the assignments really make us crazy.
And becoz of some reason make us feeling more bik cik.
But we knew we just can accept it.! It's fact.
We're in bad luck again and again. ><


MKT assignment done!
FINALLY!
But the nightmare haven end,
ECO assignment is waiting for us.
Due date on next Friday. : (



4DAY Lefts!!!!
Kinda afraid we can't complete it on time.
2 person in 1 group. Me and YL
Gayaoo laaaaaaa. : (


I can expect my life in these few day.
always went to her house until midnight lo.
I can imagine how horrible is it already.
Luckily,her house really nearby me. : (
Maybe we really can achieve the hope we wanna do before. : )


BOUGHT RAMLY BURGER AS OUR SUPPER AT MIDNIGHT!



STRESSFUL!


After done assignments,
FINAL EXAM.
2 Weeks to go. : (



my beloved leave me 2days before my Final Exam.
I rushing for my assignments recently,
i coudln't acc him all the times.


After that i need to prepare my final exam.
I really dunno how to mannage my timetable!
I wish i can acc him everyday,but i can't !



So what can i do ??
We did some argue today. ><
I really try my best,dear. : (



Anyways,
today i have a nice date with him : )
Choose a school bag for him,Quite nice.



Dear,forgive me.
I'm sorry! : (



HELPLESS.
Without you,my life ???


I will face this cruel fact soon.
BAD MODE!